Mama's Day

Assalamualaikum & Morning!

I woke up pretty early this morning and kinda gelabah cause I was scared,whether mama wakes up earlier than me or still sleeping heavenly.

As I said in the earlier post, I bought a gift for Mother's Day since she kept on bugging me about Mother's Day gift while watching TV or just sitting around chatting.(Nak kena bugged,baru sibuk nak beli gift!) And this would be the first time I bought her gift for Mother's Day!

As usual,when a semester ends so does my allowance.I have to limit my own spending(which I don't really spend on anything recently) and at the same time,felt so kesian for her,bugging her kids for mother's day gift..(Teruk betul anak nie!Hihihihi)

So, I bought her this:

Softlan : Mother's Day Limited Edition Soft-ner!

How hilarious was my gift??! Seriously I bought her that and I kept it in the closed-shelved above washing machine! To surprise her of course and she did! Good job!

I knew that she wants that thing since she saw it at the supermarket but I don't really paid any attention to it since she can just add it in her groceries list. At last, I decided to bought this thing as it would fit perfectly in my budget and makes her HAPPY! That's more important right?!Nanti anak nie dah cukup duit leh belikan mama new handbag,jeweleries,food,massage or anything k :)

So,Happy Mama's Day for every mother or *berangan or not berangan*mother-to-be !!

L>O>V>E !

Is this 4 REALLL?!

Assalamualaikum & Hii!!

Guess what??!!

My final examinations are OVER!!! Yeeaaahhaaaa…!!! No more exam weeks and no more hmm…carry marks and stuff!! The only thing to do after this is pray (sungguh-sungguh) to get good results or at least pass examinations so that I don't repeat the same subject again!

So, I have another 2 weeks of relax, rest, leisure, social, mingle and do what-ever I want!! Then, I'm off to practical training, office hours, strangers and act sopan!hahaha! Not to forget, crap-ping in thesis!!

Talking about practical training ; hey, it was tiring and annoying and stressful moments in searching for a freaking place! I was excited at first cause I already have this planning where I want to have my internship but then, months past by without any replies. I send copies of resume and application letter to many companies, yet there're no responses, AT ALL! I starts to feel the *silent* stress and sometimes cried when I told Big Boss about it.

Anyway, things are ok now and I took all 4 months of searching, waiting and waiting again as challenges Allah swt gave to me. Syukur Alhamdulillah! Maybe I should use my 2-weeks break to search new wardrobe style for office-work! Cari je lerr,tunggu PTPTN je lar baru leh shhoopppinnnggg!!

Other than that, there is only one planning to hang out with classmates which maybe a picnic + swimming +get dark+ food+ snap controversy pictures. Will update it when it happens. WWuuu….Duit takde,Jalan NAK

!OOOHHH; I just bought the 1^st Mother's Day gift for my mama-sita!! 1^st here means for the 1^st time okeh!! HISTORYYY!

Will update another post 2morrow (InsyaAllah) about Mother's Day Celebration! JUST WAIT FOR IT!!

Out for TV and FOODDDD!

Assalamualaikum & Tata!

I am Beauty-Fool?

Assalamualaikum & Hello!
I received an award from Kak Lepor,my classmate in UiTM. This is my 1st award anyway.
Thank you Kak Lepor!!Mucha Gracias!(Is my spelling right?)

So,I would like to forward this particular "Beautiful Blogger Award" to :

• My Tangeechi, Aqillz
• My Jelly Beans, Zetti
• Miss Far-Katanya,Fareeza
• Miss Schazwany
• Mrs.Cloud Nine

Enjoy your day with the award!

Love~

1 More To Go

Assalamualaikum & Hi!

I have one more final paper to go this Saturday and I'm done!Super excited on whatever planning for my 2 weeks break!(Which I don't have one yet!)

Anyway,I just want to share whatever feelings that I felt through out exam weeks (Eventho' my exam officially ends in 3 days)

Did you guys ever feel sooo freaking hungry while answering exam or test? I ALWAYS DO!

I had my breakfast today,quite a heavy one I'd say, Fried Rice X 2. Then,sat for 3 hours paper.The first 2 1/2hours was fine then I feel that I wanna have "my moment" in toilet. Since we were seated on a big stage in the exam hall(facing hundreds other students),it was crucial for me even to stand up and walked straight to toilet.After all that settled, I sat at my place to finish up the questions that I left blanked. The moment I sat after I went to toilet,terasa giler lapar weh!!

Starting to imagine this 1 item during exam didn't help much,seriously I'm starving!

Whatever Sandwich from Subway!
(image googled)

Cepat tul breakfast tadi dihadam!Haih! Masuk exam hall leh bawak bekal tak??

Another part where I started to feel so super duper lazy to write.I even imagined it would be easier if whatever I'm thinking that time can be transfer to exam sheets right away.That's how bad was my lazy-ness!Alasan : Banyak dah menulis sepanjang hidup nie. hehehe!

And yeah,I did realized this semester I only studied any subject a day before the exam and Alhamdulillah I can answer my papers. Not that I'm saying I'm super genius. There were time where I starts to crap whatever I can think that time and I started to feel regret,wishing that I should start revising earlier! This happens all the time,can't miss that! I guess my study mode was buried deepppp inside my heart...Hikhik.

Maybe you can share with me your experience in exam hall?Must be hilarious aite!

Tata!

Analyzing is Science!

Assalamualaikum & Hello

I just finished my 4^th paper today and I don't really like it! Not that I can't answer the questions, just that I knew it was by far among easiest questions I'd ever seen AND I don't have the confidence of getting it right! Darn, I hate the feeling!

First, I admit that this subject is my most challenging subject to get it stick into my brain and the lecturer didn't help much about it.

Second, when I don't have much help in that department, I tend to skipped almost half of classes + last minutes revision.

Third, I just can't create much crap about finance?!

Cause the subject is Financial Statement Analysis. I love like Financial Statement and I hate analysis. There is so much science in analyzing. Hmm, I'm still dealing with science even though I'm in business course right now. [Exclude life cause it's a science]

Before today, I always kept myself calm when dealing with final examinations because I'm aware about the basic/concept/foundation or whatsoever about each subject. But for this particular subject, my stress starts to kick in and the panic attack rushed! Adding to these, I'm on my "red-flag" where I don't even know where, what and to whom should I refer to. Suddenly I remember that Allah swt will always be there for each one of us, no matter what! From there, I start to building my way in revising chapters.

Even though I didn't have much time to study, I knew that He will not let us go through something that we're unable to perform. Syukur the questions were quite easy to understand and I guess Tawakkal is the best solution for now.

Next thing on the map, MidValley with mama for "Date Night" might help before heading back home for more books and books and papers and papers. Don't you think we use too many papers? Like A LOT!

I watched AIM 17 just now and I pretty hate it [exclude Afdlin&Adibah] because it's sooo freaking dead! OK!!

Another lucky day for you since I just crapping myself out here.

I'm done!

Tata!

He's 42!

Assalamualaikum & Hello..

Another birthday announcement for my Papa, Mr.Harudin Mohd Jedi.
(Yeahh,I call my father "Papa")

Jom nyanyi,

Allah selamatkan kamu,
Allah selamatkan kamu,
Allah selamatkan Incik Harudin,
Allah selamatkan kamu!!

Yeaahhh..blow the candles! ffooo...fooo..

He's 42 today (ok,yesterday a.k.a 30th of April 2010). Anyway,muda tak Papa I ??huhuhu...

I was quite busy today (ok,yesterday...so I can only update my blog midnight) and we (me,mama and sibs) shared our money to buy him a brand new watch since he love to collect watches.Even though he said "buat apa larr membazir??" which I already predicted. I guess a father will always say that,not a mother especially my mama! Hihihih..

Pity him cause he was busy this whole week,maybe since last week, dividing his time between places and faced a minor-car-accident at Brinchang,Cameron Highlands. He just landed from Terengganu today(yesterday) and qada' tidur after that.So we wake him up from sleep with a birthday cake! He was happy,btw!

Anyway Papa. Have a good night sleep ;)

Till then!

Bachelor’s Pre-Graduation Dinner

Assalamualaikum & Hello :)

This event took place around 2-3 weeks ago, 13^th of April 2010 to be exact. Since the laptop cannot configure the digital camera's driver, the uploading session and updating blog must be postponed.

This Masquerade theme dinner was held at SACC Convention Center and it was fully-sponsored by the faculty. Me, as a food lover should not miss the chance of eating free food at new place.

Since the theme was Masquerade and for sure I'm not going to wear anything with "ball" and "gown", I intend to find just a flowy-type of dress that I can actually wear it more than once. I did found one dress that I liked and when I think about it, the dress was too erm..bling? So, the flowy-type of dress have to be cancelled.

One sunny day, I and mama went into a shop beside Cherry Cake House in P, just checking out the clothes and taaaraaaa!! I found it!! Ok..not me..but my mama found the "dress". After thinking for less than a minute, I purchased it without even fitting. Budget muat okeh! So, I just bought a mask at gift shop nearby to finish my masquerade look.

Enough with boring stories, enjoy these pictures

Menu for the night,

I tasted every dish on the menu except "Kambing Rendang Hitam"(cause I don't eat lamb) and I think guaranteed I finished the "Sayur Campuran Istimewa"

Picture berwarna oren

My eye-shadow for the night

(Using 180 Manly Palette, combination of silver and black)

My "mancung" mask that cost me only RM5.90!

Others spend almost RM2o-RM30 for their mask!! Bazir kot!

(Can you see my dress?? *wink wink*)

Tralala!!

That's my outfit for the night,

Mama said tries not to wear the ordinary boring masquerade dress and give masquerade some Rock-sense!

Ceh,konon Rock okeh!!

Berantai-rantai baju I, ala-ala Michael Jackson!

(In Blue Arabian Dress : my Fitri, she was my roommate for 1 year during diploma years and my geng-giler2!)

(Her sister sponsored her dress for the night because her sis is mak-andam)

*Hot Hot Hot* (Alih Bahasa: Panas Panas Panas)

I don't have a date for the night, it's not compulsory pun! So, pretending like I have one *Hehehe*

Yang couple sebelah tu,memang nak jadi or dah sah or dah lama couple kot!

I love to hangout and sleep and watch TV at their house (as in rental house)

For sure, I looked like a giant model girl in this pic!!!

When you don't have a smaller clutch/bag, just bring a bigger one, LIKE I DID!

Can hide my six-packs flabby tummy!

My bag's colour matched his hair! Was that considered as masquerade?? Mungkinlarr sebab pakai mask kan..

Since Kak Lepor post this particular picture in her blog,

I did the same.

(Hah,aku dah edit dada-seksa mu tue!)

Me and Ms.Dina Izarin

Noticed my "tonggekkan"? *Hehehe*

(Tak senonoh!!)

Lastly, my favorite picture for the night!

Me : Aduuihh tajamnya api tue..

I always adore his sunnies!

So, that's all for today and I'm tired.

Assalamualaikum! Tata!

She's 23!

Assalamualaikum & Hello!

Today is Tuesday.
Today is 27th of April 2010.

So,today is my lovely girl's birthday!

Let me sing a burfday song to you,

Happy Birthday to You,
Happy Birthday to You,
Happy Birthday to Ms.Zetti,
Happy 23rd to you!!!!

Babe,
may Allah swt bless you always
and hope all your wishes come true :)

Love you!!!

Aiman's 6th Birthday

Assalamualaikum and hello!

It's been a MONTH (okeh..maybe more than a month) since I last updated my blog.There's a lot of story behind the absentees and I think you can actually guess it or maybe you don't even bother to know. As usual,caught up with studies.Ok,next!

I wanna start with highlights of April 2010 (which all i can think of right now)

So,Jeff celebrated his 6th birthday with his classmates for the 1st time since he just enrolled to kiddie early this year.It happened to be that on 2nd of April,Friday(his birthday) was Good Friday and his teacher asked us to organized his party on Thursday,a day before his actual birthday(1st of April).

My mom on the other hand,was very excited + nervous + anxious for organizing this small,little and cute birthday party for her little boy. Which made me as along/mommy's assistant/supporter/camera-girl for the 'event'.Some of preparations that my mama-sita made,of course after sleepless night(eh,nama pun excited+nervous+anxious!!)

My job : being the camera-girl and good listener. ;)

Enjoy the pics

Garfield's birthday invitation for his friends and teacher.
( Thanks Microsoft Publisher!)

The birthday cupcakes
Red : Barbie
Green : Upin & Ipin
Blue : Ben 10
( The baker mixed up the colour for Ben10 and Upin & Ipin)

Both of them has the same birth date,
pity Aiman with his little cupcake and the girl with a whole cake

With Suvanna,
she and her elder sis made a birthday card for Jeff.
How cute was that?!

Jeff with Teacher Janet.

We also threw him a birthday party on 2nd April, his real birthday party.

Birthday Cake bought at Cherry Cake House PJ.

I just bought him a pack of boxers as his birthday present.hihihi. Tunggu along kerja,insyaAllah along belanja makan k.

Till then,

Assalamualaikum :)

Depression

Assalamualaikum

How's your weekends?

Mine was average and somehow I managed to experience depression,again!

I'm very frustrated with my own life right now,which made me feel that I'm starting to be an anti-social for a while.With workloads that has been cramped into March schedule and my 'monthly-emotional-stage',really tiring me off!Being a-lone-ranger at school does not help me at all!![I do have friends at school,but I'm not-that-close with them,you see]

Somehow,most of my friends don't even bother to tag me along in any of their plans[karaoke/movie/hangout/chill] maybe because I don't stay near them or I spend my free time driving back-to-back or they don't expect me wanna go?Aaargh,there will be million reasons to it and I,myself let the distance became wider.So,padan muka aku larr kan! Adding the deadlines,I'll be spending a lot of time to myself.Eh,bosan larr!!

Today,I don't know why I skipped 4pm class,drove myself back home during lunch hour and slept through the evening!
I guess my depression stage has controlled me and yeahh,I let myself to be controlled by something else other than me??!I don't want to impress others with my so-called "independent" or "tough" personality,[cause I know that I'm not]. Nowadays, Depression is my closest friend to myself!

Nak baca lagi ke?hehe..there's more to my depression stage right now and my on-off-on-off r/ship with Big Boss included to the package!Crapppp tau,I'm very optimistic with whatever situation that we're dealing right now and he's in the other hand,trying to pressure me with timeline!!!Oohh..he decided to give it a 'break' for at least 1 month,no calls,no smses and just ignore skype!Whatever he decides,I'll just go with it and somehow aku complaint psl depression skrg?!Allah swt must be loving me soo much cause He gave me all these kind of challenges and yet,I failed during the 1st day?This is why I hate to talk about my complicated r/ship cause there's a super-duper long story before what I've written here.. shortcut to this : Let see whether our ''jodoh" is strong enough to get us together,[after going thru how-many-depression moments and more crying and putus asa moments]

And I don't know whether I should talk to my mom about this since I'm not a big fan of her since "the June-09 incident" and I don't know when is the right time to talk to her since I'll be dealing with school works all days,and to avoid any more depression,I decided it to keep these to myself and blogspot! Yer larr,kang apa yg dier komen menyakitkan hati aku je lebih,baik tak yah!!!

Consider u're lucky to read all this long post from me :)

Hehe,now dah lega skit...maybe I should this more often...

Till then,Love!