Effort and Tawakkal

I almost give up on whatever I was doing for the past 2 weeks. It's thesis that bothering me,like super duper crazy.

Have you ever feel fast heart beat (No, it's not the same when your crush said Hi!) and suffocates with surrounding. And worse, tears/crying badly when you wake up from sleep? <--This is what I call Panic Attack!

I doesn't want to grow up being a researcher and I don't think tertiary education should force us being one,(at least for me). At least, put it as optional so that the country still can have researcher in future times. Don't scare us,(at least me) in upgrading myself here.

VIVA (Presentation on findings) went not-that-well-but-it's-not-that-bad since I was the last to present and some how both of the lecturers predicted that we're not gonna be that excellent,I guess. Presented for 10minutes,or so and my research,I don't think I want to present it to the industry.Confidence,you see.

And logging into Facebook nowadays just irritates me,A LOT! People updating their status on how well their VIVA went,they're finishing their thesis and they have 63pages of thesis and counting??!!! My thesis doesn't even touch 40 pages INCLUDING References & Appendix!
I need some thing else than Thesis, so i opted to update my status more on food or maybe Jeff.

Right now,I need to insert few IV <--read Independent Variables to it,run few data and walla,I'm done! InsyaAllah!

Progress

My thesis presentation will be on this FRIDAY (not,FLYDAY!Will be Flyday after 2pm presentation!) and my progress right now can be consider as at 60%! hahaha.. More to edit stuff!And adding stuff!

Should spend more time on analyzing the data not my blog!

Tata!

Re-cap

Salam and Hellooo…

Oh my.. seeing my blog after a while, made me feel weird. Oh no, maybe typing words is much weirder.

Just to re-cap what I’ve been doing all these while:

1. Raya was not-so-fun because I think I got the least amount of money compared to the previous years. And it was the 1^st time I gave duit raya for my cousin .Both sides of my family. Including parents and grandparents. Aunties and uncles can wait okeh. The same conclusion I made for the past few years, PLEASE SPARE SOME TIME SEARCHING FOR KAIN ELA AND SEND IT TO THE TAILOR! I really hates smashing myself into Jalan TAR and had to pick my raya clothes.

2. Practical training is over. Seriously SAD cause I gained super duper experience, both academicals and non-academic stuffs. Such as having great group of co-workers that gave me a cardigan and ruffle top. BOTH IN PURPLE! My fave! As a return, I gave each of them Asma-Ul-Husna’ book for Muslims and cute anything-they-wanna-do-with-it-vase-thing for non-muslims.

3. Oh, I seriously understand how t would feel to experience PANIC ATTACK! As in breathing difficulties and fast heart beat and suddenly-crying-when-you-wakes-up! Thanx to Mr. or Ms. THESIS over here, getting the data at the very last minutes. And SPSS is not that hard to learn. *For now, I didn’t test it yet, just seeing people on how to insert data*

4. Have SOO MANY PLANS AFTER SUBMITTING THESIS! Like swimming at UITM’s swimming pool. Tak pernah dow rasa swimming kat situ* Jakun nak try nie*. Not to forget waiting for BIG BOSS TO COME BACK HOME AND …Oh,I just don’t know what to do when he comes back home. Maybe you should stay there. Ok, maybe not!

5. Can’t wait for back massages 2morrowwww!! Dying to have one since I started my practical training. You know with all those typing and bongkok-sessions!

6. Oh ya, no movie in the cinema since PUASA and that were 2 months ago and also, 2morrow will be having one session with Tangeechi + friends.

Since this list is about what I’ve been doing all these while, I think No.4 is kinda-sesat into the list. And No.5 and half-of-No.6. Hihi

That’s all for now. *insyaAllah* coming back here after I submit my thesis? Perhaps. TQ!