What's next?

This should be post out like ages ago.In need of time management.

After battling with degree life for exactly 2 years,I'm happy to announced that I'm officially a degree holder (which nothing to be fancy off!)

Never thought of it being that hard,and looking back at diploma years,made me think that diploma is nothing!!3 tahun diploma tak leh lawan degree okeh!

That was serious business! You're on your own and time management is SUPER DUPER important.And I still fail in that chapter till today.In progress,perhaps!

Logically the higher the education qualification,the harder it can be.OF COURSE! 

I'm talking about the other factors like environment,friends,yada yada yada...

In my case,I solely blame myself for not performing in my own game,my studies of course.Depression that I went thru back in 2009,skipping classes,not having 'great' relationships with lectures were part of my own faults.Oh,I slept too much I guess.

Anyway,with all the experience,good or bad,are going to be at the back of my head,just to remind me when I try to make future decision,like should I sleep or finish my job?HAHAHAH! Ok,not!

So,here goes the pictures,tak banyak sebab tak de professional photographer?-__-"

I found out that we were going to have our convocation in this new hall built somewhere few weeks before the ceremony.Selama ni dok ingat ni faculty baru.Hihi..

Much more spaces for us,parents and lights!!!!

Baru lar grand kan?

Yang tak grand nya when my convo pic tak berapa nak cantik sbb ada lady enter-frame in the pic

 

This exact lady was in my diploma graduation picture and my dad had to 'paint' her and re-print it.Hahaha!
Kejam okeh,siap nampak l*bang hidung!I menci!!

Eh,noticed I wore my "Lady-Gaga Boots"?OVER!!!!

Oh,this is when I went to Zet's Convocation,

I was late but FORTUNATELY bumped into her at the stairs and apalagi,snap ah!!!

Dah lar tak beli flower ke apa,sah OVER I nie!Sorry Zet!

Oh,I managed to catched her diploma and degree graduation,Vangga okeh *Kembang kempis hidung*

She also came to my graduation and somehow didn't upload our pictures together.Must be either her or me looking bad in the pictures.Biasalar kitaorg mmg mcm tue..one of us tak cun skit,terus delete,hahaha!

Anyhow I'm still contemplating on my current job.What's next?

Till then,

Amazing Muar!

I have to admit my main reason for going back hometown and willingly to went thru all the not-so-good moment in the bus was to EAT!!

Ok,other than visiting atuk and atuk.I called both of my grandparents atuk.No nenek.It's Atuk-*insert name*.

1 to 1 with Atuk,talked about life,work,business and balancing both.

Back to food,craving for fried seafood balls/fillet..yang buat kick tu adalah sambal nye...

I belanja lar my cousins brother and aunty at the same time..had another stories on my aunty seorang nie..

 My aunt with the purple scarf and beside her is my mom,such a contra okeh!

 Brothers and cousin brothers

Anyway,can't get enough of the food larr..I sumbat sumbat and keep on sumbat!

Such a Muar-fan okeh!Pasal makan,memang FAN!

All you can get at Tanjung Emas *wink wink*

Other than that,went to wedding somewhere in Pantai Layang.The karaoke sessions was so not appropriate.

At least on lar tape lagu-lagu kahwin..ni buat karaoke session to public and nyanyi lagu sedih..tak ke TAK SESUAI??!

Atuk Ris buat senaman on the way ke rumah pengantin.Time ni lar nak bersenam,Hehehe!

I think that's all for now eventho tajuk I tak-boleh-blah tapi post pendek gile!

Till then,

Fall Asleep-Cab Driver-BTS-Mayang Sari-Unlucky me

Amacam panjang tak tajuk?

I think I made such an impromptu decision to go back hometown alone,freaky early in the morning..not to mention by bus and taxi(to get me to the terminal)

Anyway,just wanna spare my ample time writing my so-called first time experience and it's not a good experience I would say.

Bought the bus ticket approximately 17 hours before departure and picked the earliest trip I can get with RM16 fare to Muar.

*Excited excited-siap plan balik keje-nak pack baju,basuh baju,idai baju,gosok baju and kemas bilik*

Abuk satu apa pon tak buat okeh!

In the end,I OT-ed for 2 hours and fall asleep after having a short phone call with Big Boss (Oh,maybe I TER-fall asleep,as usual).Don't forget,on the couch and in front of tv!

Bad cause my so-called-air liur-basi boleh terkena sofa baru mama and the TV was on all night.Bad bad bad!

But Good too as the sound of the TV woke me up 30mins before the taxi comes.Or maybe the hand-cramp made me awake.OF COURSE I started to panicked and time tu jugaklar tummy nak buat hal kan!!!!!!!!Takpe,boleh call driver bus suruh tunggu,cakap I lambat sakit perut!!!!!Walaaa weii..

PANIC PANIC!!

Called a cab and I just don't know why,this cab driver used the LONGEST ROUTE to reach BTS (Bus Terminal Selatan) and I was looking at my watch literally every seconds!!!

HELLO,HAVE YOU HEARD OF GPS?!

Then,unlucky me of not having the perfect RM10 notes and made me changed at the tix counter (dah takut kena tinggal bus lak kan!).The ticket girl vavi tukar duit RM10 koyak and I don't know either she gave me less 1 freaking note or the taxi driver took extra!!

Pepandailar ko jawap ngan tuhan!

Ooh,lari lari lari!!Sempat gelabah gate mana nak pergi and pheww..the bus still there.Cun jugak BTS nie(Ala-ala LCCT bila dah masuk departure hall okeh!).

Just that everybody were already on the bus,staring at me while I was walking to my seat,which supposed to have a seat number and apparently it didn't!Buat penat je showed off kat I masa purchased ticket 17-hours before.

"Miss,sila pilih tempat duduk"

"Ermm,..amik seat 15 lar"


AGAIN! Abuk pun tarak!

*Gelabah gelabah sebab cari seat tak jumpa,last2 settled tepi tingkap sebelah amoi*

Ok,budget dapat tidur the whole journey TAPI HAMPEH coz  

Mayang Sari 

DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO REPLACE A CRACKED WINDOW SO THAT THE RAIN/WATER DOESN'T INTERRUPT YOUR PASSENGER'S BEAUTY SLEEPPP!!!!!!!!

Dah tak de keje terbangun sepuloh kali

Nasib I bawak shawl and tariklar langsir so that it doesn't drip on me!

Lastly,the bus is not an express bus as it made the first stop at Melaka Sentral to dropped off few or maybe most of the passengers there before heading to Muar,what a way to cut down cost huh?

I guess that's the end of the miserable bus trip.Next time,I should pick "Maharani" instead.(Transnasional is not an option as it has hard-not-comfy-chair)

Sorry it's not a pictorial post,i just don't have the mood,you see

Till then,

Pffft!

I'm quite angry with Air Asia right now, as I'm so freaking ready to charge my card in order to purchase a super-important-flight-ticket and I keep on seeing this!

 

I menci!!!!!

Dut Dut

Hi Semua!!!

Tengok saper yang baru balik sekolah agama,dengan TANGAN YANG PENUH DENGAN MAKANAN??!!

Jeff kembali lagi!

Geram tau bila every single time fix kan songkok dier,

mesti stay kat kening tu..

cover abis dahi tu!!

Yang penting,duit sekolah kena RM2 utk both sekolah,

sebab setiap sen tu ada je benda yang Jeff ni belanjakan..

Kadang2,yang dapat benefit tu my mom and me sebab dier ingatkan kitaorg,dapat lar jajan setiap seorg :)

MATTA Fair

I sebenarnya minat sangat nak travel ni,TAPI tak minat betul nak gi MATTA Fair.

Sebab apa?

Sebab ramai orang and tak leh nak decide which offers yang terbaik..

Somehow aunty I decided ajak jugak I ke MATTA Fair kat PWTC baru-baru ni and we ACTUALLY PURCHASED something kat sana.

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ok tak??Hihi..takde larr,beg ni dapat free lepas bayar RM3 for entrance O.o

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FLIGHT TICKETS TO MELBOURNE,AUSTRALIA 

FOR TWO!!!!!!

Plan asal nak ke Brisbane,Australia so,leh turun kat Gold Coast TAPI sayang pulak dah sampai GC tak ke Theme Park.

Tapi kalau dah pergi dengan aunty I,masuk Theme Park tu kira membazir lar kan..So,tak perlu diikutkan nafsu kebudak-budakkan tue..

Then decided to go for Sydney sebab nak snap pic Opera House tu jer..hihi..then,mulalar fikir apa pulak nak buat selain shopping kat Sydney tu..PLUS tix ke Sydney ni pulak mahal semacam kan..

Last-last tukar plan ke Melbourne sebab dapat nice price "Free and Easy Trip for 2" :

arranged flight tix (with meal,baggage weight and etc) + accommodation + Visa =RM3xxx

We opted for "Free and Easy" sebab tak suka lar nak kena terkejar-kejar bila dalam package and in the end rasa bosan..Kami ni ala-ala adventure lar konon,nak try local transportation,local food (halal je),and others..

Kalau masuk group tour,nak kena set time brape hours je boleh lepak at each place,kalau lama-lama nanti,kena tinggal..susah!

Memandangkan Aussie's rate ni quite mahal,terpaksa fikir banyak kali untuk book flights and accommodation separately,even stay hostel pun costs us AUD30 per night. We don't really mind tidur at hostel sbb kami travel bukan untuk tidur.Tapi takdelar sampai duduk hotel 1-2 star kat Msia ni,yang ala-ala curiga je nak step-in.

Now,my job is to create itinerary for Melbourne,kalau sempat + murah,boleh singgah Sydney sebab NAK JUGAK snap pic with Opera House tu!

*Sesiapa yang dah pernah jejak ke dua2 lokasi ini,silalar kasi idea psl public transport and etc*

Early

Nampaknya birthday I tahun ni disambut awal (AWAL 9 BULAN!) sebab Papa Din dah kasi hadiah I..

So,nanti hujung tahun,I bolehlar wrap cantik-cantik 'gift' tu and PRETEND macam baru dapat,boleh?

Hihi..So,nak tahu apa???

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Nikon S4000 with 12.0 MP untuk menggantikan camera digital Canon S200 yang 2.0 MP je..

Alhamdulillah,murah rezeki Papa Din hadiahkan I

Bila fikir-fikir balik,macam mana seorang ayah/ibu MAMPU berikan anak-anak harta benda macam ni sedangkan anak-anak hanya dapat hulurkan RM100-RM200 sebulan untuk parents..

Sebab I pernah merasa hidup susah masa awal-awal my parents nak survive kt KL dulu,sebab tu bila dapat hadiah macam ni,rasa Syukur and Insaf sangat sebab kadang-kadang tu,I layan dierorg macam nak tak nak je..

*Sorry selingan tetiba*

InsyaAllah dengan camera baru ni,rajin-rajin lar I meng-snap pics and paksa orang snap pics I guna camera ni..HAHAHAHA!

Jom Mamak!

Lately, I selalu balik lambat sebab kena practice dance for the company event this 26th..so,lambat tu tahap leh terus tunggu 1 jam nak solat subuh..

Tetiba lak leh terfikir nak ke kedai mamak time-time macam tu..tapi sebab takut sorang2..terus drive balik rumah je larr... Kalau ada Big Boss,sah2 lar I akan call dier and ajak teman..

Pepagi tadi I chat with him kat MSN.ajak dier gi mamak :

Comel je nak sampai in 8 months,macam balik Msia naik kapal laut lar kan...I siap mentioned,each month I akan siap2 pakai baju until complete the 8months duration...

So,I shud start shower dulu kot this month..next month leh blow rambut kot..hikhik

You think I can dance?

If anyone of u yang baca my FB status or my tweets,mesti dah tahu I asyik lar update pasal 

"So you think I can dance??"..

Nak dijadikan satu cerita...My workplace akan ada one event this 26th, so kenalarr prepare whatever show yang agak-agak leh entertainkan crowd..

So,hampir genap seminggu,kena stay back from work,just untuk rehearse dance steps..I mestilar part-part dance tu datanglar gedik power tu...Mau manager terperanjat tengok perangai I,tapi semua tu bila dengan girls larr..bila ada co-worker (guys) yang datang tengok..I cover larr keterujaan tue..

Nak tahu tema event tue..??

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HAWAIIAN PARTYYYY!!!

Seronok lar pulak nanti nak berskirt2 daun kering tu..and bunga lilit satu badan..

ala-ala macam nie

minus part tunjuk skin tu yer..

so,for all of us,kami akan pakai legging with black inner/shirt ketat tu..

My manager cadangkan the guys guna costumes ni..

Lawakkan??? hihi...

comel je nak kena add on perut palsu..but maybe certain of them tak yah add on perut sbb dah memang original macam sama je... ;)

Yang buat I excited sebab adalar reason nak make-up over the top!!!! Memang teballarr eye-shadow I tu kan..insyaAllah I post kt sini nnt..

p/s: Tadi try dance with Premium Beautiful Corset, dapat kurang kesan meng-shake satu badan.. Hahahah!

Greenlight!!!!!

Yabedabedo!!!!! 

Do you know how happy for a girl knowing that her parents bless her choice of  Mr.Right???????????

I KNOW IT NOW!!!!! 

Me and Big Boss know each other back in year 2001,i think..so practically we're in 9 YEARS of OUR RELATIONSHIP!!! GILLAAAA AHHH.... That was in our Form 2!!!Nampak tak I gatal tak gatal comparing with my besties that time...Orang sibuk score PMR,aku sibuk ..ok sibuk apa eh..ooh,usha mamat2 yang 'bolehhlar' kt tuisyen...

I was from ALL GIRLS SCHOOL,primary and secondary,FYI!BOOO!!!

The relationship that time more to 'cinta monyet' or perhaps 'monkey love' but somehow I'm determine to make it work...He's the first guy I talked thru phone,in terms of friends lar...kalu cakap ngan papa and nabil tu selalu lar...

OF COURSE we had our UP and DOWN thru out our 9 years of relationship,I consider getting the approval for datings during high school were our UP Moments (LOPEK KAN?) and our DOWN were plenty,and rejection from my parents is one of it!

We argued soo freaking much on the phone,coz our relationship started thru phone and still connected to it.The main part due to Jealousy and it's so stressing me out until I have to lied to him,most of the time I even talked to another guy.Some how I keep up with his jealousy and him,keep up with my erm..let me think.....Eh,apa yg dier keep with I eh..??TAK ACI OKEH>>

But,along our r/ship,he's the one trying TOO hard in pleasing me with gifts,phone calls and he managed to SLIM DOWN,just for me...Now,you tell me,saper sanggup kuruskan badan demi awek? Ker ramai?? Hihi..

Our issues back then mainly involving my parents,more to my papa.As a father he would be,he's curious or more to furious knowing Big Boss should be the one to be blame on my wrong doings,coz I'm with him.So,the perfect target would be Big Boss.

Years after years,hoping that Allah swt open my parent's heart in accepting whomever I love would come true..

Now,I'm grateful to say that my parents gave Big Boss GREENLIGHT to be my choice of man!!!!

All of these happened with a reason and the reason that I could think of right now is the 

 EFFORT OF TRYING~

*at LCCT,sending him to country down under for further study (Feb,2010)*

Scream at Skytrex

Approximately 2 weeks ago, me and few friends went for an outdoor activities at Skytrex,Bukit Cerakah. Not really sure the name of the place is Skytrex or the activities named as Skytrex. May we assumed it's the named of the activities.Hehehe

So, with the payment of RM50, my friend Nina here booked us the toughest challenges of all and she was the one regretting to even inviting us,coz somehow she's afraid of height.Whatever lar Nina ooiii!!

We have to buy some kind of faux-leather gloves for about RM3 and lockers are provided.Since we'll be soo tight up with our hands thru out the journey,we're forced to rent a bottle case that can be clip with our metal thingy that I absolutely forgot the name ;p


Of course,they will provides you the pre-trial of swinging and hanging before being let out to the real world.Hahaha!

 Six of us, from left: Erin's bf,Erin,Nina (the mastermind),Tasnim and sis,then Me (Yang suka over-posed tu)

I think this were at the 6th stop and around 13 stops to go.Penat larrrr!! Each round consists of either flying fox,walking on net,passing thru pipes,climbing somethings,hanging on somethings and related stuff to height!

 This is us,happy lar sangat.Tunggu abis!!Mau kecapek-an

 Eh,ni time tengah focus nak cross over 'rongak'

 I memang suka part2 hayun nie!

 Pick the hardest,then the easiest. :)

 Actually,I just wanna focus on myself sitting on the deck and hayun-hayun kaki ke bawah. *Pengsan!*

 Again,I love gayut-gayut (swinging) nie!

 Oooh,this was before the last pitstop!

We're the Birthday Girls!Some of us,actually!

Lets DANCE!Jawa style,babeh!

SKYTREX is the name of the place,I guess?

The birthday cakes for Tasnim,but somehow Nina said The December babies (Me and Erin) can be included.TQ! (Apologize for the un-rotate picture :)


This can be rated as 2nd best after my white water rafting experience in Gopeng, and my RM50 was WORTH  IT!

Interview and The Job

When I taught 2011 would be a brand new year, as I would build up my career after 11 years of school life and 5 years more of university life, it somehow become blurry when I found out hard reality to "swallow".

Just to recap, after I successfully finished my thesis which drives me CRAZY within a month, I was too eager to find a job,my FIRST job that can boost my career. Basically, I want MONEY! It's like

"THIS IS IT!" or "MY FIRST JOB" ! 

Weehoooo!!

Then, everything is history! No,this is not all fairy tales! 

Let me teach you guys and girls something today and the class starts NOW! SALIN!!!!!!

Original plan was having the time of my life,relaxing at home for at least a month and you know,have fun and more fun! But FUN starts with  M,which is MOOLAAHH a.k.a Money! As my education loan a.k.a PTPT* started to ignore me and be my worst enemy (booo!!), I need to figure out a way to have MORE fun, and no PAMA doesn't help,I've tried! :( 

Now, Money starts with J which is JOB!

Fun = Money + Job 

*Terrible scientific solution over here*

So,I applied more than 10 jobs at a time,which only 2 responded  (Syukur,Alhamdulillah) at the SAME TIME! Went to both of the interviews, and fall in love with both options and as usual,when Fun spells with M, I have to pick only one and I pick Option B,because it starts with more M. * Refer to the formula,again!*

The ONLY TIP from me,when going to an interview and NO,it's not being confident anymore!!

1.PREPARE ON WHAT DO YOU WANT TO ASK!!!!!

-like "What's the salary range for this position?" or "How many of holidays am I entitled for a year?" or "Do I get paid if I work on public holidays?" or "If I don't get paid, do I get a day off as a replacement for the particular public holidays that I have to work?" or "Which public holidays that I'm not entitled to have?"

-BELIEVE ME you're gonna keep on wondering about this minor things,even though after 2 months of working "memvavi buta" LIKE ME! Maybe up to a year,if I don't bother about it~

Then,all the negative thoughts kept on coming in and I somehow can't really differentiate what is right and what is wrong anymore.  It's only 1 1/2 months and I already thinking of QUITTING!!!! To make this worse, the team already arranging their yearly planning on holidays and what not. DAMN I hate the feeling of being the one to be blame on if anything went wrong. 

So,it's already 4 days after my mental breakdown when I found out that I only have 26 days of holidays INCLUSIVE of USA public holidays (as I represent other region), I've decided to give this job another chance as I once said to myself  

"THE FIRST TWO YEARS WOULD BE MY STRUGGLING YEARS TO MAKE MONEY!"

So,here I am today, not regretting my decisions but improving myself to have a wiser decision-making techniques in the future,or perhaps NOW!

* Excited to carry on with 2 projects,which in "on-going process" to make it happen

"Awie"

Just a random picture taken few weeks ago: A female cat named "Awie" ( I guess maybe her owner loves 'Awie the singer' soo much) weight about 13 kilos. Being pamper in an air-conditioning room with her own "kerusi malas".

I don't think she can even walk, maybe just a little move few inches away. She can't even smile. Or maybe she dislike me?? Hhmm...

Is she happy or what?

Up for it?

I don't know where to start,coz I have a lot in mind. Anyhow, I'm going to submit my hard cover thesis this monday!!!!!!! Wohoo.... No more panic attacks and constant headache!

Went for a job interview yesterday. Kinda love the office (hehe,adore the decor) BUT it's way too far in KL,along Saloma Bistro it is. From my calculation, 30minutes EXCLUDE traffic jams.

If it's happen to be my job in future, I really need to consider the fuel,tolls and how much time consumed for me to arrive there within times. Not to mention traffic jams!

I've search around for public transportation, bus stops are easy to spot but it wont help me when peak hours. Lrt could be another option, the nearest station would be Bukit Nenas Monorail Station or KLCC Station for Putra Lrt. That would be hopping from one lrt to another coz I'll be using Star Lrt (nearest to home). Lets calculate the fares right now.

The perks are stopping by Pavillion or Sungei Wang Plaza on my back from work,just to have random window shopping moment. But it may not happen when I'll be too tired to do that. *sigh*

During my practical training, I was fortunate to drive back and forth since it just 15-30minutes away (considering peak hours) with RM1.50 parking fare everyday. Less money spent on fuel, more room for food and entertainment.

What if I travel back & forth everyday,minus the train fares and food, what's left for me at the end of month? Freshie's salary offered couldn't be that much to support those expenses (unless you're living right next to the building or your PaMa support you all the way)

Considering all these, I did apply few more applications on Jobstreet, just to have back-ups and options,you see.

So,does location affect your decision on job application or it just me?

Sudden News.

Ya Allah.

*Tetiba dah syiok berbahasa ibunda,tersambung ke entry berikutnya*

Yesterday,melawat /ziarah my officemate, I panggil dier Kak Ira. Putih2,tak kecik tak besar.
Dia koma.since Selasa pagi-pagi.Doctor suspect Meningitis. Tapi dier tak sedarkan diri and doctor tak leh nak amik sampel air tulang belakang dier to diagnose and confirm it.

Bile 1st time masuk ICU,pastue masuk lak another one separate room,with gloves,mask and some baju biru tue..rasa macam nak nangis. Sebab tak terdaya Kak Ira kat atas katil tue.Mengenangkan baru je sehari sebelum kejadian,I,dier and Abg Mamat makan lunch KFC sesama.Dier drives.Muka dier lemah,macam ada airmata kat mata dier,mulut dier kering and dier diberi mesin bantuan pernafasan. Ya Allah, Engkau kurangkan penderitaan rakanku itu.

And how dier coma tu masih samar-samar,tapi me and my workmates(few) among the 1st trip to visit her..dapat lar masuk her room before nurse larang others to masuk sbb takut berjangkit.

She has 5 children, eldest umur around 12-13 and youngest is around 1-2years old,which still breast feed. So,baby kena admitted sbb ada symptom fever.

Bile diingatkan,Kak Faz (another workmate) perasan that Kak Ira always tenung mengantuk like always.Which symptoms menjurus ke Meningitis.

Entahlar,I dapat merasakan ia mungkin kerna stress or depression sbb she just lost her dad few weeks/months ago and sudden death of her cousin's husband also few weeks ago.Maybe stress at work jugak..

Tapi seriously memang mengejutkan I,my office and of course her family members. InsyaAllah she'll be fine and pray for her health!Amin!Please pray along.TQ.

*UPDATES : As at yesterday (16th of Spept 2010), Kak Ira's heart beat stopped twice. Doctor said her chances of living is small if her heartbeat stop for the 3rd time.*

*UPDATES : As at TODAY ( 20th of SEPTEMBER 2010),Kak Ira passed away after Zuhur at Ampang Hospital*

AL-FATIHAH

Lunch Hour

Sleep or not to sleep? That's the only options I have when lunch hour (during ramadhan) comes by. For today, I don't think I wanna sleep since I've got too much of sleep yesterday and the day before.

Regretted it since I fulfill my proposal for only 1 hour before submitting it. Anyway,just found out the latest news on Mr.A.Remember him?

So,my supervisor told me that the possibility for him to get fired is HIGH! I'm like shocked!!.I just hope what we (me and my supervisor) did was the best way. If we don't react now,sooner or later it might haunt us,and the whole finance dept.

I just thought final warning will be given,but his performances in work (other than the case) were not so good either. Whatever decision Mr.A might get is relying on Human Resource Dept.Just rasa kesian lar now cause tahu he might get fired :(

That's all. Leh tak cepat pukul 4.30pm? Nak balik!

p/s: I've started tepek my face with powder and blusher and eyeliner..hihi..happy muka tak lesu!

Changes

I'm missing my time with make-up.Just light ones will do.

Maybe I'll start back the "powder-eyeliner-a lil blush" routine huh.Maybe 2morrow or the day after.We'll see.

Just to survive morning boredom of going to work looking pale and zombie! But maybe looking pale is the new trend. ERk!

P/s: I guess this came from Jerseylicious minus hideous make-up,hair,style and attitude!

Tip of the Day

I just noticed that during fasting, my stomach will be flat and that time it's somehow occurs in my mind that my abs are showing!Leh pakai bikini dah nie..

Then,few moments after breaking fast, the abs are gone and walla..kembong it is!

ok,bukan bloated this way!

Bloated that way!

Don't you ever think the abs will ever show on your body if the-150 sits up is just once in 10 years!!

House-Wife

No,this entry is not about me watching Desperate Housewives series.

I remember when I was in Primary school, teacher will gave a A4-size card to fill in few of my ambitions. Never failed to filled it out every year. Apa motive tukar-tukar ambitions every year? No wonder I'm blurr! For the first year in school, i guess my parent filled the empty space for me. They wrote Doctor??? Erm,high expectations sungguh mereka ini.

Sorry PaMa, it seems that I'm not going to that direction right now. Maybe in future years, I marry a doctor? Nearer to the ambition i guess :p

There's naughty feeling in me that I want to be a house wife @ Suri RumahTangga. Talking about ambitious huh?

For me,having a mom that is a full-time housewife does influence that unique ambition of mine.
She always there when I got home from school,ready with dishes and yada yada yada.

BUT she used to said:

"Kalau mama bergaji,mesti mama dah bawak kamu semua jalan2 kat shopping mall and beli baju/seluar/whatever kamu semua nak once a while"

Hmm,suddenly rasa sedih disitu. My mom married when she was 18 and got me when she's 19. So,it's already 22-23 years of her life being a full-time housewife. And with a middle-income husband,she used to sacrificed her wants to survive households monthly budget.

One thing I noticed, she's having issue with her self-confidence.Maybe because her school-mates is doing well in jobs or maybe she doesn't socialize enough. I don't know.She hopes that her man can protects her till the end and now she realizes it's time to change that perceptions and improve.. Well, it's never too late to change.

Not that I'm making my mom look bad or whatsoever.Maybe this could be a reminder to myself and maybe others.

I do, still wants to be a housewife,but with guarantees that I can still earn income. Maybe doing business and I have the right to choose my own working hours.Yer lar,nanti husband ada income and kita duduk rumah jaga anak,akan affect jugak self esteem tue. Feel left out and all that.Worse,it can be one of the reason for divorce.Scary!

Now,lets start planning for future.

I Love You.

**I just know that I can update my post at my office. Sungguh lah LAME! It's already 2-3 months working here and everyday godek-godek the desktop, now just found the pretty fact. Just update not viewing blog lar.. The company already restricted few websites such as blogspot, twitter,FB! duhh and even few radio channels like Hitz and Hot FM.**

So,back to real life. I'm missing my friends,close ones xspecially (Adalar rindu kawan yang jauh,tp diam2 sudah).It's been few weeks maybe months since I last met them. *Exclude part when I went lunch with Zet & boyfie* Still miss her lar. Tak leh miss both nnt I kena tenung dalam2 :o

I got permission to hang out with friends maybe when I entered Lower 6 or diploma. That would be when I was 19? We used to hang out at malls,in and out most of the shops,movie, and lunch. The, reached home before 7 PM. Takde dah nak berangan hang out at night or dinner. Not even sleepover. Haissh. Protective dad, mom not so much sebab mama modern? Hahaha,statement! After a while,Papa jadi modern skit2. Hahaha!

Nowadays, we still hang out at malls but not that often. We tend to planned for sleepover and eat craps when hungry. Maybe because of the money or time constraints, we just love to lepak in our pyjamas and don't even shower for the whole day. Tak busuk pon when no cooking or heavy cleaning involved. *Baking lain*

It's funny when we got each other for few days and there were times where we don't have anything else to talk about. Mulalar silent moment and lets online or watch movie. Hihi. But there also times where we keep on talking and jokking about the silly things happened when we're in schools. Padahal dh cerita million times. Then gelak-gelak sampai menangis,sometimes terkencing *comel jer*

I did felt guilty when I don't hang out much with girlfriends and I spent most of my time with Big Boss,which it may not happen now since Big Boss is not nearby. I hope you gurls understand.Agak-agak mcm mana bile kita semua dh kahwin eh? Looks like I have to balance all these from now.

And I would like to apologize when I didn't give gifts when your birthday was up! There's time I don't even know what to give. Birthday wish je lar. It doesn't mean I love you gurls less tau!

Tetiba entry menjadi lebih sentimental. Huhu.Maybe my condition right now is so not-balanced.

Love you people!